arghh!!!

"although its my fault
BUT u think u are 100% correct arr
think back how u treat me lerr
i already treat u so good
(actuali wasnt so good laa)
but at least i think im better than u lorr
hehs
watever laa
like i really care
(but actuali i kinda care)
but nevermind
the sun will still shines brightly tomorrow
lallala``
tries hard to not think about it >''< "

i think im kinda a bad person

cus.....

i felt that when i treat this person like not-so-gud

but those friends are those who really treat me good and like their best friend

and those i treat them like real friend

they doesnt even got shit time to treat me nicely

so know i finally know who is my fren and who wasnt

made up my mind

i will only treat them really nice IF they really treat me like real fren

im really sick about these stuff

i always think that even tho they doesnt treat me-well

i will still treat them well

stupid me.

i really envy those people who actually REAL best pals that really stands behind them

to those lucky people,pls appreciate ur fren!

i hate to have these kind of feelings again!ever!

its sad to have these kind of fren

sadly,i do have these friends

it really hurt my heart

cus i found out that even tho i treat them nicely and good

but in the end they didnt even treat me nicely

hate.hate.hate.

broken heart

dont even wanna talk about it again

to the happy thing``

finally made my decision

im going to the famine30 camp

haha.

wonderin whether can i starve myself for like 30 hours?

joined wai ting' s group they all★

looking forward for it! :D