An "Incredible" Person

u look down on me
you,you and even YOU! almost everyone did
why?
i know im different from her
im not that smart and hardworking like HER
but WHY?
i mean everyone is different
they could NEVER be the same
even twins!
they could be different in smth
wth u always like to compare me with her
i know she is better than me
everyone is unique
why why and WHY!!!!
stop comparing me with her
you,idiot!
you make my life sucks!
and stop insulting me!
can you treat me better and nicer?
you think you are a very nice person,izit?
go to hell larr
stop being so unfair
i know you like her more than you like me
but cant you just stop acting so OBVIOUS?
hello,im not blind
i can feel it.
i can see that you treat her different from the way you treat me
you treat her nicer
and me?
like a piece of shit in front of you

arghh!!!

"although its my fault
BUT u think u are 100% correct arr
think back how u treat me lerr
i already treat u so good
(actuali wasnt so good laa)
but at least i think im better than u lorr
hehs
watever laa
like i really care
(but actuali i kinda care)
but nevermind
the sun will still shines brightly tomorrow
lallala``
tries hard to not think about it >''< "

i think im kinda a bad person

cus.....

i felt that when i treat this person like not-so-gud

but those friends are those who really treat me good and like their best friend

and those i treat them like real friend

they doesnt even got shit time to treat me nicely

so know i finally know who is my fren and who wasnt

made up my mind

i will only treat them really nice IF they really treat me like real fren

im really sick about these stuff

i always think that even tho they doesnt treat me-well

i will still treat them well

stupid me.

i really envy those people who actually REAL best pals that really stands behind them

to those lucky people,pls appreciate ur fren!

i hate to have these kind of feelings again!ever!

its sad to have these kind of fren

sadly,i do have these friends

it really hurt my heart

cus i found out that even tho i treat them nicely and good

but in the end they didnt even treat me nicely

hate.hate.hate.

broken heart

dont even wanna talk about it again

to the happy thing``

finally made my decision

im going to the famine30 camp

haha.

wonderin whether can i starve myself for like 30 hours?

joined wai ting' s group they all★

looking forward for it! :D